If anything, I thought that you wouldn't wish to see me. I would understand if that was the case.
[ Considering everything that he had done, everything he'd said-- even if now Kondou realised that he had indeed genuinely meant some of that, that he couldn't look at Souji in quite the same way... It was a long overdue revelation. After all, it wasn't fair of him to keep pushing Souji to be something that he wasn't simply to put a smile on his own face.
That was selfish. Something which he'd accepted that he was the epitome of a long time ago, and he'd spent most of his time trying to fix it ever since. But was it too late to fix it with Souji, to make up for the years of mistakes and all of the pain that he had put him through? ]
It is my fault that this happened. I should not have pushed you to such lengths. I hope that you can forgive me, someday.
[ Because he doesn't expect this to be an immediate fix. ]
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[ Considering everything that he had done, everything he'd said-- even if now Kondou realised that he had indeed genuinely meant some of that, that he couldn't look at Souji in quite the same way... It was a long overdue revelation. After all, it wasn't fair of him to keep pushing Souji to be something that he wasn't simply to put a smile on his own face.
That was selfish. Something which he'd accepted that he was the epitome of a long time ago, and he'd spent most of his time trying to fix it ever since. But was it too late to fix it with Souji, to make up for the years of mistakes and all of the pain that he had put him through? ]
It is my fault that this happened. I should not have pushed you to such lengths. I hope that you can forgive me, someday.
[ Because he doesn't expect this to be an immediate fix. ]