[ souji can think of many reasons why kondou-san wouldn't have wanted to see him—because he's a mess, he doesn't deserve it, he let him down in the worst way possible—and yet none of them ever make out of his mind. he remains as silent as he is, watches kondou-san as the distance between the two of them shrinks little by little.
he remains where he is, drenched from head to toe, and looking more lost than he's ever been. ]
I thought you wouldn't want to.
[ nevermind kondou-san had sought him out earlier before, and this is just mostly souji's own heart talking. he's convinced himself of the worst possible outcome before it's even started to fall into place, but now that the other man is here...
it might take a while, before things fix themselves. it just needs one more push. ]
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he remains where he is, drenched from head to toe, and looking more lost than he's ever been. ]
I thought you wouldn't want to.
[ nevermind kondou-san had sought him out earlier before, and this is just mostly souji's own heart talking. he's convinced himself of the worst possible outcome before it's even started to fall into place, but now that the other man is here...
it might take a while, before things fix themselves. it just needs one more push. ]