[ Did you think that I wouldn't come? is his first thought, but that's foolish. Of course Souji would think that of him, and it makes Kondou's heart heavy to realise that thought. Regardless, he can't allow it to slow him down. He's here for a purpose, and no matter what happens between them, under what circumstances he turns and leaves this dock again...
One way or the other, he needs to know. He can't keep going on like this. ]
I wanted to see you.
[ Not "needed," even though that too is true, strictly speaking. But Kondou has let things between them get too bad for too long, and now he needs to try and find a way to fix this however he can. The first step is the hardest, isn't that what they say? Hopefully after that everything else will be fairly easy in comparison.
Sometimes, he's not sure if he's ever had to do anything quite as difficult as this in his life. ]
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One way or the other, he needs to know. He can't keep going on like this. ]
I wanted to see you.
[ Not "needed," even though that too is true, strictly speaking. But Kondou has let things between them get too bad for too long, and now he needs to try and find a way to fix this however he can. The first step is the hardest, isn't that what they say? Hopefully after that everything else will be fairly easy in comparison.
Sometimes, he's not sure if he's ever had to do anything quite as difficult as this in his life. ]