[ Shieikan? Ivan makes a mental note to ask what that is, and he's about to ask Souji when he's distracted by the small utterance. It sounds like something Ivan would to. That warm smile on Ivan's face falls. ]
Why? If this was a misunderstanding and COMPASS' influence, he doesn't seem like he would.
[ Though, Ivan can also understand why he'd think that too. He doesn't know if he could face others in risk of discovering they would want nothing to do with him anymore, too afraid to apologize and feeling like he can't possibly ask that of them either. Such a time has happened to Ivan before. ]
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Why? If this was a misunderstanding and COMPASS' influence, he doesn't seem like he would.
[ Though, Ivan can also understand why he'd think that too. He doesn't know if he could face others in risk of discovering they would want nothing to do with him anymore, too afraid to apologize and feeling like he can't possibly ask that of them either. Such a time has happened to Ivan before. ]