[ souji takes one look at the other man's expression, and tries to read it, see if he could make out the signs if he's lying or not. it always scares him to think that he's failed kondou-san in any way, and if becoming a rasetsu is one of them, then—no, he can't start regretting it now. he knows where he would be had he not taken the ochimizu.
he'd be alone, plain and simple. left behind because he couldn't even fight. ]
Of course. [ and there isn't even a hint of hesitation when he speaks. ] I wouldn't even think twice about it.
[ maybe if he hadn't gotten sick, if he'd been well enough to keep up with everyone before they left him behind, then maybe, he wouldn't have bothered with it.
but life doesn't quite work that way. ]
Besides, it made me feel better. Isn't that a good thing?
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he'd be alone, plain and simple. left behind because he couldn't even fight. ]
Of course. [ and there isn't even a hint of hesitation when he speaks. ] I wouldn't even think twice about it.
[ maybe if he hadn't gotten sick, if he'd been well enough to keep up with everyone before they left him behind, then maybe, he wouldn't have bothered with it.
but life doesn't quite work that way. ]
Besides, it made me feel better. Isn't that a good thing?